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I am still delivering on my 30 days of giving. I've done little things here and there each day and because I feel lead to do it, so of course Satan is full on attacking.
He's attacked my marriage, my Bestie, and others really close to me. My two bestest friends in the world are hurting so bad right now and I haven't a CLUE on how to help, encourage, lift them up. I have been praying, being there to listen, and offering my wisdom/advice/lectures. The truth of the matter is, I don't know what else to do. I want to need to fix this for them, but I know it's truly out of my hands. God is the ultimate healer and provider but this is just blah. It's tearing me up inside knowing that people can be so cruel to the best friends a girl could ask for.  It lights a fire inside me and I wanna just scream because it's not so nice or fair.

But then this verse comes out of NO WHERE (but from God Himself of course) 


May God, who gives this patience and encouragement, help you live in complete harmony with each other, as is fitting for followers of Christ Jesus. Romans 15:5


And I am convicted to chill out, let God handle their woes, but...I've had my own share of marital blahness this week and that just adds to all this as well. I am broken and torn apart and feel like humpty dumpty.


So today I am claiming this 30 days of Sharing in Jesus' name....
Satan can take a hike and be gone. We're stronger with God any day of the week, and this month especially.


So to my two bestest friends: ILY Oodles and goons and RAWR!!!!!!